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What a fun day I'm having so far.

It's only 9 in the morning and I've already thrown up twice. I can't figure out how to get my stupid science project to light up properly and I can't connect everything and if I were at school, it would be due today. I can't find a good picture of Mine from Fruits Basket, since that's the character I'm cosplaying as for the Anime Fest.

But I'm... happy? Or content or whatever. I just know it's a good feeling. Everything's going wrong but I feel really happy and I can't stop smiling. I have pretty music (Lara, I love you for burning me these songs!!!). I'm not in any specific pain right now. I got the weekend/dinner pass to the Anime Convention. I am loved. Not necessarily in the romantic or lustful version of love right now, but always in a friendship version, and that fact alone makes me happy.

I'm worried about 2 things, but they're in the back of my mind. So I'll leave them there, and try to hold onto the happy feeling I found for as long as I can...