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25th-Jan-2009 10:12 pm - How do you know when you have gone insane?
waycest
So yeah, lets just say that if I compared myself to Melody I would be looking quite insane now. Do you want to know why? Well, it may be one thing to be dreaming about people, but every night? And then I have begun to pretend in my own little head that I am dating Frank Iero. Yes, I feel completely insane now. And I sort of understand Melody's point now. Yeah, I thought I might tell all the people that have me in their friends that I have begun that kind of things.
Yes, I know Frank doesn't know I exist. But its still fun to pretend right?
God I sort of want to talk to Melody right now, and maybe apologize a lot.

17th-Jan-2009 01:29 pm(no subject)
waycest
When the perfect world you have created for your self has become almost a night mare, all the games you play have trouble in them, then something is wrong. The perfect world you create isn't perfect, and you begin to hate it, and all, then you need to start over.
~Stacy


Lets just say one viewing per night since I got it on the second of January. Okay I wish my Kyle Cease dvd would work in my dvd player.
So tomorrow is Friday, the wrapping up of the 2nd quarter, and then next week midterms. Lets just say with everything turned in and done I feel less stressed. You might be thinking Stacy feels stressed? Yes almost always, but I hide it. I hide a lot of things.
Yeah, and although some of my feelings do come out, but there a re still a million things I feel on the inside. Yeah, and I don't think I'll be telling too many people. Although I think Sarah and Katie probably know almost everything, almost.
Soooo.... 4/25... check the date on ticketmaster at merriweather in DC. $36 is really good price, and lets just say I think about Melody a lot still.
Hehe I may of ruined her life but every time I hear the line "why don't the world revolve around me?" I think of her screaming it out side, and us just giving her looks. I think its slightly ironic that she said that a lot right before Folie a Deux, and that line is used in the song. It stands out every time Patrick sings it.
You know I didn't make any resolutions, because I didn't keep up with my normal tradition this year. But then again I don't think that theres much that I want to change. Besides my mom and brother situation everything else seems to be going okay in my life. Okay not perfect but okay.
I've had this idea for a fic, maybe I'll get it done before Sarah's birthday. Maybe I should do that for her, cuz god knows what I'm going to get her.
I feel like Ashley and Tana are bringing me down from my happy cloud, with all their drama. And now that its after the holidays things "seem" to be straightening out some. Although I haven't rped in the way that I have before for a while. The only rping is owning mcr or some crap with chandler, and we know when to quit with that. Though now shes all like ditching everyone onto me for Trace Cyrus. I think something might be slightly wrong with her. Mikey and Bob are hers and Frank is mine... Yeah sorry too much detail.
So anyway, I am excited for Mid-terms. Yeah excited. This week was the most stress I think I have ever felt because of english and all. And next week and the week after that aren't going to be normal weeks. Yeah come on 4 day weekend.
So I think I am going to get some writing done, and just smile that I am actually home this weekend. And I hope that I get to talk to my friends from England, because I so miss talking to them. I havent changed my msn icon since the last time I talked to Flick. Yeah and until I talk to Flick again I wont change it. Idk that s**t feels sacred now.
I guess I should go do something really productive now. Rant at you all later. lol.


3rd-Jan-2009 02:03 pm - LOTMS
waycest
Hell yeah! Two days after new years I got my package I ordered offline. I got tired trying to find what I want in stores, so why not look online?
Well I ordered some stuff off of the my chem website. And I am getting a free poster with it.
I also ordered some cds from another website. I got Lotms, Tbpid and Heartbreak in Stereo. I was so excited when I got home, and my mom said that they were already in.
I had to get off the computer at 11 lastnight. I spent from 11 to 3 in the morning watching lotms and tbpis. I used that time to also get some part of 5dubb done. It was almost impossible to write, I was so caught up in it.
Lotms also gave me ideas, to make it better, and more realistic. I don't think I'm going to write a mpreg. Regular preg was hard enough to write. I can only imagine mpreg. Maybe they'll adopt later... who knows.
I think I was having a trouble trying to capture truely who they are while watching lotms. But the again Mikey did say "Bob is a sexy beast," and I nearly fangirl screamed.

28th-Dec-2008 11:22 pm - What the Hell?
waycest
I am bassically a big dork that likes to read the booklets from the cds where it gives credit to other people other than the band for creating the cd.
I got the new Fall Out Boy Cd, Folie a Deux (or what I like to call French for Fondle a duck). The whole booklet is lyricless. Okay pics of the band is okay. I like my lyrics in the booklet but I guess I'll have to deal.

The last page though I saw, and there were actually words on it. It was saying that Brendon Urie was in 20 Dollar Nose Bleed, and other people did What a Catch, Donnie.

But to my surprise, I saw a huge mistake. It said that Brendan Urie... was there in part of decaydance/fueled by ramen. Brendon's name spelt Brendan. I looked to the other two times that his name was said in the top, and both were spelt correctly.

Someone didn't catch their spelling mistake. I thought it funny that something like that would happen, and in almost all of the cd things too. So if you have a copy, check it out and see if you have the mistake.

28th-Dec-2008 03:36 pm - Dreams...
waycest
SO I had this super awesome dream...

Panic was playing at my school for some reason. After the concert, the cafeteria was used for backstage and what not. There was a bunch of people there, but I managed to talk to Jon, and bass playing. But it was only for a short amount of time. I got to Brendon and got his autograph. I tried to find Ryan, at first, I couldn't though. So I got Brendon to sign for Ryan. I looked at the signature and it said Ryro. I was surprised that it said that. I then found him at one of the "special" tables. And he was standing in front of me like a sexy God, or something. And then we talked about stuff, and everytime I mentioned Fanfiction, he would pretend like I didn't mention it. So we talked about stuff like his dogs.

And then my mom woke me up.