It's getting to be that point in the summer where I have no idea what to do with myself. Every day I feel like I've burnt out as soon as I wake up. I know that my productivity will go up by like 100% if I actually take the time to clean my workspaces, but I've even lost the will to do that. I wish I had some kind of robot that would do everything I need to do to start being productive FOR me. Clean off desk, do laundry, bring medication. Once I start working on something, I'm fine! It's something to do with OCD that my medication can't control, but I feel obligated to do certain things before other things. NO, I can't draw or do any work until I get ready. I end up wasting the first half of the day on the internet screwing around! Even as we speak, I'm in the process of procrastinating. It's a really small chore, too. I can do it in maybe 5 minutes, tops. The problem is, that until I get all the little things out of the way, I just won't let myself do anything else.
I guess for some people this will be really relatable and others will just be really confused by it.
Hopefully, if I can get all this s**t done, I'll be able to move on to some things I wanted to do today. Like start working on making my art shop here.
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