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New Life. I've gone through and deleted all the old entries. I wish it was easier then one by one. I'm 19 and starting college. I'm handling a long distance relationship, and my mind doesn't make that easy.


DarknessAnLove
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My Sex Life.

Ten. Is the number of men I've been with. The first time I had sex was with a stranger, named Billy. I was 15. I was at a street fair with a friend and her boyfriend and we were talking about sex and I said I didn't want to be a virgin anymore. I hated it. It not this great thing. All is a label that says you're not a slut and most likely stupid to how a man can play with your heart to get what he wants. Billy is one of two of the smallest dicks I've been with. He didn't pop cherry. Salem was number two. He popped my cherry. My friend Brittany talked me into sneaking out. Where we went to a party. I was 17. You know how parting goes. One night stand where you had to look at the dirty deep you did last night. The third Coalt was boyfriend shortly after the party. He got what he want and was gone within two weeks. I can't remember if Nick or Basil (b-as-le) was the forth. I liked Nick for seven year and I finally got my with on a hot summer day. Basil was a boyfriend that I was with for two. He broke up with me because he thought I was using him for sex.
Why would I use a small d**k for sex?
I like don't PDA is all. I don't like people looking at me at all. Basil and I only had sex three times.
He was virgin.
He was upset I didn't wanna kiss at school. Where one of the rules are no PDA. I didn't want to get in trouble because he wanted a kiss. ******** that. Then there was PJ, best friend. We both wanted to ******** so we did. Then right after that I ******** his friend. PJ pulled up his pants left the room and then told his friend I was ready to go. Ninth was Steven who was the mind ******** b*****d. Who did more mind ********. I couldn't say no to my first love. And last was Cody who came over we watch Thor and ********. I told one friend who was friends with him and she messed with him with me knowing. She took a picture my boobs popping out of a tank top and sent it to him. She showed after Cody texted me saying "If you are gonna tell everyone what we did then don't talk to me ever again." She sent the boob picture asking if he remember my boobs. And right there has been no d**k enter me. I'm waiting till I can meet Raymond.





 
 
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