God, don't you always feel like love's just not for you...I do cry . I always get so depressed because of that. I go to school or hang out with my friends and they all have their boyfriends and girlfriends and it just makes me wonder, when will I ever get to experience that...My first kiss, my first quarrel (Believe it or not I look forward to that @_@), my first anniversary with that person, someone to hold, to cherish, that makes me feel beautiful, needed...loved. That's all I want to feel, IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK!? Sometimes I think it so, I want to experience love up close not as an outsider or an espectator. When I'm with my friends and their loved ones I feel so left out, and I think of where could my prince charming be redface . I mean don't get me wrong I've had crushes but that's just what they have done crushed my heart (Maybe that's why they call them that...I've never thought about it that way @_@). Anyway that's enough ranting about my personal life on my behalf.
Until my next entry.
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Sakura Misawa
 Blissful Xinn · Tue May 09, 2006 @ 06:33pm · 1 Comments |
