Well today was a normal day .. or was it ... As I try to figure out what is this wall that keeps me from going foward in life i found out that i had more than i have image in thinkng and in the abilities to communicate with others.. even if it's just a ramdom smile or funny joke .. I still havent found this "special person " in my life ( aka loved one) but i had been noticing the eyes of those who would like to become that person. I just do not know why I'm still this person who somewhat tries either too much or too little to be someone.. sweatdrop not to mention the part about going around in circle finding a job ( scream thanks Bush for that "promise" of new jobs stare ) I just hope all that i really need to do in this life time actually happens .. matter of a fact I have to make it possible ... but I really do not know what comes frist with all these ideas i have in front of me, It's like the question what came 1st the chicken or the egg? .. sweatdrop Well i have to figure this out to be honest before time runs out and i miss my chance in finding this person and in achieving my goals in life.. So i still have to aim high and hopefully not miss my shot with this one bullet I have left. I just hope i can land on my feet if i do fail and still get 8 more lives to go ( meow 3nodding ) ...
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