Hello Journal.
Hello.
Want to hear a story?
I suppose.
I may make you sad-
I'm used to it.
And angry...
Spit it out.
Ok.
Have you ever heard the story about the sun and the moon?
How he died every night to watch her breath?
Yes, but do you know her story? Do you know what she went through?
I suppose I don't.
She was an emotional girl. Full of love and ambition. She knew what she wanted, where she wanted to go. Made friends and sat among the stars, until she met him.
Sounds familiar.
Well, she loved with everything she had. Loved so much it hurt to be away. And in the end, you could say she loved to much.
I know where this is going...
Do you really? Yes she loved to much. Her love overflowed to others around. And he left for a time. He was right to do so, after all- she loved to much.
...
But did you know what Sun said before the became what you know today?
What?
"I don't need to sit here and be lonely. I have a job to do, things to keep me busy. I have people who depend on me and friends of my own. I love you, but I am not like you... You love me as if I was your world, but I don't need one like you need me-"
Summer stop th-
And she broke. She trembled and lost her mind. She had no voice. All she could do was cry. Heaven knows she cried. Once you have heard, once you have felt it, when your world doesn't need you...
She died...
And so to bring her back, he turned them into what they are now. He is the sun, so naturally humans need him to live. Thats his job. And he took away her pain, her memories of them and what she did. He set her in the sky and told her to shine. Told her he would always be there. And he died, giving her life for the nights. Letting her sleep during the day. So that maybe she would forget the pain of not being needed by her love.
Are you moon?
No. No, I am no where near being such a beautiful person. Who can love so much and feel so much pain. God gave her all that love. But I honestly believe he gave her to much. Gave her to much emotion. To much ambition. She should have been normal, like everyone else.
There is nothing wrong with having to much love Summer... Just finding the one and then finding out you aren't needed, is.
What does that even mean...
Thats up to you to find out.
Ok.
Anything else?
No Journal, thank you.
KawaiixNative · Mon Jul 27, 2015 @ 05:34am · 0 Comments |