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Sometimes I really don't understand why I do the things I do. I'm just gonna die anyway. Why do I feel like I need to do things in life so I can accomplish things when in reality, one day, I'll be dead and no one will remember my name or who I was or what my story was? No one will even care. This is so meaningless. Everything. I don't get why I feel obligated to participate in life. Human instinct? When I really sit down and think about all the s**t I've gone through and all the s**t everyone else has gone through, I have to ask myself why we go through ******** up s**t and still keep charging through life like it's the right thing to do. You think you're strong for living.. I think I'd be stronger if I killed myself.. because that's the scariest part of life. No one has any idea of what happens after death...
Work
Went to work today and then came home. That was my day. Kinda boring but let's hope tomorrow will be better. I'll be going to school.. and I'm not psyched that it'll be Monday tomorrow but I am glad I'll be out of the house for an entire day. I can give my friend the book I bought him. I hope he likes it, honestly, I cant wait to see the look on his face. I told him I totally forgot that he actually wanted it razz Anyway... I just hope tomorrow will be good. I'm tired of the awful days.. Have a good Monday.. stay tuned homies.



~Queen Of Disaster~



 
 
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