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Sometimes I really don't understand why I do the things I do. I'm just gonna die anyway. Why do I feel like I need to do things in life so I can accomplish things when in reality, one day, I'll be dead and no one will remember my name or who I was or what my story was? No one will even care. This is so meaningless. Everything. I don't get why I feel obligated to participate in life. Human instinct? When I really sit down and think about all the s**t I've gone through and all the s**t everyone else has gone through, I have to ask myself why we go through ******** up s**t and still keep charging through life like it's the right thing to do. You think you're strong for living.. I think I'd be stronger if I killed myself.. because that's the scariest part of life. No one has any idea of what happens after death...
No Interest
I didn't really want to make a journal entry today but I said I'd update everyday so here ya go. Things are okay. Recently I've been pretty irritated. Usually just want to be left alone. Headaches are my thing now. School work is kinda stressing me out but whatever, I've gotten through worse. Soooo yeah. Hope you guys are enjoying your week so far. One day down, four more to go until the weekend. Wish me luck.



~Queen Of Disaster~



 
 
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