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eternity in an hour
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To hiatus, or to quit, or to stay?
that is the question... but no seriously, I'm thinking of just leaving Gaia. I have my reasons. I guess truth be told, I hate feeling like I have to watch what I say or be somebody I'm not. What I mean is, there's only a select few actual Christians here, so I don't really have that many people I can actually relate to. Also I've noticed the moment someone sees I'm a Christian they typically bail out on me, or some will add me but just never message me. So like I feel like I have to keep my conservative thoughts to myself and I really hate that because I'm a very blunt, open, and honest person.

Gaia is SO full of Gaians who just love to run around in cliques and be vulgar, and then there's a few that aren't really too vulgar but I still feel like if they don't have God and morals I can't really relate to them.

I'm just tired of feeling like I don't belong, I'm tired of the forums being full of immature and vulgar topics, and I'm tired of the Gaians who resort to personal attacks against me, and I'm tired of feeling like I cannot freely express my beliefs, and the list goes on.

I have tried to not let these things plus other things cause me distress or make me bitter, but unfortunately it has.

Of course not really feeling like I fit in isn't the only issue, another issue well among a few more lol is the way Gaia has changed. I'm tired of the constant Cash Shop ads, I'm tired of being bullied for being for the unsoulbounding of zOMG Rings, I'm tired of not being able to go in the Towns or decorate my Home because Gaia doesn't care enough to fix those things. I mean Gaia has the time to make items to sell for real money, and bombard me with ads but yet they cannot fix their stuff oh and moderate the forums better.

I'm just tired of it all. I'm tired of feeling like I must grind in Lake Kindred to make a few Plat, when at the end of the day my Plat is worth nothing because of all this hyper inflation.

If I leave I'm not giving away anything, I'm just gonna state that for the record because I've seen how Gaians are when others are like I'm leaving so here's a giveaway. The takers will then proceed with oooo nuuu don't leave, then they'll be like hey can I have this, this, and that! Good bye I hope you enjoy yourself muahaha I'm now rich on this forum full of pixel Avis just keeping up with the Joneses, yet in reality they have nothing but an illusion. None of this matters in the grand scheme of things, sure it may feel like it does, but it doesn't. One day Gaia will just be a memory, sadly many won't know how to cope without their lil pixel Avis.

What does this site really do for any of us? What do we gain from being here? Does anyone here actually care about anyone else or is it all a facade to get gifts and virtual money?

Edit: Sigh, I'm tired of being the brunt of every Aspie joke, I've already been called a retard, an assburger, a moron, etc etc. and the mods just do not care. Nobody deserves to be bullied, ever.




 
 
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