Sometimes I feel depressed when I come to Gaia, I guess I want better for this site that's all... Anyway I found myself becoming, more and more bitter. I've had to take time to re examine myself so to speak. I won't act like I'm cured or that I'm happy now, I'm still sad, I still feel lonely, but I think I'll be alright. Perhaps I will take that hiatus... I don't know for how long, but I do need to find the time to just seek God and I know I'll be a better person for it.
I have always tried to be kind and polite here, but I must admit here lately I've been more and more snappy, and well I hate that. I feel as a Christian I need to be better, in fact I want to be better. There's no excuse, but I am only human all I can say is sorry, all I can do is try harder the next time. I know because I'm only human slipping up well and goofing up will more than likely happen often even though I don't want it to, thank God for His Son Jesus. Because of the mercy of God I can go on knowing He cares, He loves me, and when I fall He will be there to lift me up.
I hope that I can be a light to this dark place called Gaia, there's a lot of wickedness here, and it saddens my heart. Even in the wickedness I'm sure there are still others like me who will stand up boldly in the face of sin and injustice, people who like me are not ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
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