I was doing my homework but I got to feeling really anxious for some reason. Now I am back on here typing. I do not know what has come over me. I keep thinking about Pooky and I am really worried about him. My coffee is cold and that makes me sad. I wish it was warmer in here. Things like this are going in and out of my mind. I wish Pooky was happy. I want to see Pooky happy. Why can't I make him happy? Why can't I take away the pain he feels? Why can't I do anything to help? I'm so worried... I can't keep my mind straight. It makes it hard to focus on homework. I feel so useless. I really want to get my homework done though. I want to go and check on Pooky, but I do not want to disturb him. He is in the other room sleeping.
Perhaps if I put my ear buds in to listen to my music while I do my homework, maybe that will help...
(Update): So I just went to go and check on Pooky but he was sound asleep. I still feel horrible. I hate seeing him like this...
· Wed Feb 05, 2020 @ 02:22am · 0 Comments