I am not motivated to do my homework at all, so I am writing this. Today could have been better. I went to that bridal expo and I felt completely out of place. First of all, everyone there was accompanied by someone. I showed up by myself because no one wanted to go with me. Second, everyone was all dressed up, lots of makeup, hair curled, business casual clothes.... and then there was me with my Spongebob tshirt, baseball hat, light jacket, jeans, and sneakers. I did have makeup on but that did not help much. The vendors gave more attention to the other girls... I only stayed for an hour, I just felt too awkward. I wonder if I won anything? I did not stay long enough to find out...
After that I came home, made some spaghetti o's, and then took a nap. I should not have gone to that expo. I do not know what I was thinking... I spent $10 to get in just to feel awkward and out of place. It was time I could have been using to do my homework.
Right now Pooky is at work so I am stuck at home with The Dad. I am in Pooky's office. It is nice and quiet in here, peaceful even. I have some motivational morning music playing though it is not motivating me. Honestly it seems like I am in a constant state of being tired. I have no energy to do anything. I must try my best to get this homework done though...
· Sun Feb 09, 2020 @ 11:48pm · 0 Comments