why the f*ck can't i go out and see my friends more often?
goddamit im tired of this place
i wanna go outside
i wanna see my friends again
i wanna hang out with my bf since we haven't seen each other since way before we got together last year
im sick of all this work
im sick of not being able to do art and things i enjoy because of this
im sick of the fact that coding, the one thing i like that's also good for my career, is getting turned into something tedious and boring because everyone gets all annoying about it and i can't even enjoy it anymore
why would i ask someone for help if they get annoyed with me and say "oh you don't know the basics" and "how are you going to do this when we're not here" god f*cking dammit that's why im asking you for help
and then they get pissed when i don't ask and assume im being lazy