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Isn't it so funny how whenever anyone else says or posts something (be it about feeling hurt, depressed, betrayed, whatever have you) that others flock to their side. They uplift that person, help them feel better, feel valid, feel alive.
Why am I so different?
If I feel anything, I'm a "crybaby" for wanted to be treated like a human. If I say anything, I'm wrong, always wrong. If I think, I am not valid.
Why am I so different?
Nobody comes rushing to my side. Nobody comes to my aide. Nobody is there to uplift me. I am not greeted with open arms as they are. I am only greeted with more belittling and invalidation of my very existence. Nobody cares.
What is it that makes me so different?
Why do I not matter?