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Hello everyone! Time for me to rant about school again sweatdrop

I'm not doing so well with school works and other related stuff to school. It's very hard to focus on school since I haven't been at school for over months, eventually a year sooner or later. the courses aren't that interesting but I'll have to keep up my motivation even tho I'm not that into it. I've been mostly pondering about my choices. I like to garden stuff more than being a nurse somehow. Sounds very tiring and lessons are a tad bit complicating to understand.

My attention span is short and learning process takes some time. I'm jealous of those people who can start their project instantly and probably have support from friends. I don't really have a friend in that school so working is difficult too. I miss talking and being with my actual friends for a long time, but this covid-19 situation isn't over yet and it's taking toll on my mental health. I really want a simple life where I can spend my hours not being stressed but that life is closer to non-existent. I hope I can make my change asap and ready to take responsibility seriously.

Probably gonna watch a lot of anime by side if it's hard emotion_zzz