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I feel like crap, I want to bash someones head in. I hate it, thought it was ok let a few hearts slip. I had gotten use to it. But no, I hear this "I really like him and I want to ask him out". One word: s**t!!! Thanks for letting me see what you really wanted, now I cant trust you.
Im worried, I wish he was on to just talk. I want to know everything is going to be ok.
Damn my world just has to flip upside down. Im scared to face Im going to lose. I dont want to hear Im sorry. I want to know I can still believe in the fake reality I want to so much exist. My stomachs in knots, I cant think stright with out crying. I dont want to lose. I want to know Im not going to fall in pieces.
I get blamed for stuff I dont do. Grandpa is in the hospital, and has been all week. I have never felt so powerless as I am now.
Im trembling, I get choked up and just cry. I dont want to feel this way, damn intuition.
Please just tell me its not true. You werent saying it had fallen to pieces. I want to believe I want to dream. However, I cant. Speak the words I want to hear...but just tell me is all true. No lies. I dont want to feel hurt again.
crying cry crying cry crying
 SaraWhiteWolf · Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 03:37am · 0 Comments |
