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Alright I know I typically DON'T write here... (Usually uses her livejournal to write but yeah... just feels like doing it here) For anyone who reads this you'll get a glimpse into my world... the confusing, chaotic place that it can be...

There has been so much on my mind the last few days... I'm not even sure where to begin or even how to even explain it all once I DO figure out where to start...


I guess what sums it up best is that I find myself stuck between a rock and a hard place... If I follow what my first impulse is/was... well yeah, I'll end up hurting someone... well I guess no matter what I do I'm going to hurt SOMEONE... such is the curse of my life.

Why do I always get myself into these messes? Meh... I already know the answer to that... I get bored too easily and I expect/want too much....

Now I know you're asking... what did she do? Well I don't know as I can really explain it here... just because I don't know who, if anyone really, reads this... though if you REALLY wonna know and you're someone I talk to REGULARLY... drop me a line and ask...