why is it the only person that makes me feel the happiest even by just talking to me over the internet is the one that has hurt me the most, she's the only person that has ever made me feel this way and yet she has hurt me more then all the bad things that have ever happened to me put togather and yet I still dont know what this feeling is, could it be love or could it be my body or more of my unconcious mind knew that this would happen and brought on the feelings so when it happened I wasn't hurt as much and would be able to get up and walk away from the incident. And if thats so why is it I still seek comfort from her
 adol795 · Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 12:01am · 0 Comments |
