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	00tz Welcome To My Jornal.
	00tz Welcome To My Jornal.

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well i can now say that i really am single my boyfriend and me broke up last night and for once in my life i didn't cry...i love him still and i hope he know that but we have our different lives too live we were together for 5 months and he's not ready to be with anybody and i understand that not adding that i was his first girlfriend since 6th grade, not that there's any thing wrong with him he just doesn't open up very much and i dont see us getting back togther any time in the future and if he disides hes ready for a girlfriend then the best of luck to him. just remember that always and forever doesn't last always and forever...but he waited to tell me that and i guess thats what really got me upset and i'm sitting here thinking of all the things we did together and how he thought i was the world and he always said how much i mean't to him and if you think about it they always say no man is worth crying over, but when you find that some one he will never make you cry. and he hasn't but he's not for me and that's that and there's no changing it...he not the one that i'v been searching for i guess i was tring to hard and all i wanted was for some to love me for me and it back fired on me and now i sit here in the dirt with tears rolling down my face for the shame i have in my heart that i can no longer bare...love shall find me some time down the road...thats what i wish i could say how i fell but the way i feel is...i have to grab by belongings and stand strong and keep moving on like i am used to doing...no tears shall fall for these hazal eyes that have been let down so many times that she's aout to give up on love but she can't because that's not who she is and life keeps kicking her in the a but she's done with the bullshit that she's turning around and charging at the world to show them that she's not quiting not after all the hard work and heart ach and tears...she's not giving up! ootz** · Wed Aug 09, 2006 @ 05:14pm · 0 Comments


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