hey....have you ever felt like your heart was dying even though you were happy just seconds before? well thats how i feel right now.....earlyer i was having fun with my friends and now that i'm home agian i feel like crying. also last night i cried myself to sleep over nothing i just started crying and i couldn't stop...then i had this very sad dream, i was hanging off a cliff and some1 close to me (i didn't know who it was i just knew that i loved them greatly most of the time in my dreams the ppl are just outlines of ppl) was watching me try to hold on, i called out to them but they just turned and started walking away... then my face just went dead calm and i let go as one tear fell down my cheek. i woke up and my pillow was drenched. i hope i never have that dream agian....
lil miss Chi · Sun Aug 20, 2006 @ 01:57am · 0 Comments |