you think you don't hurt me, you call yourself a friend,you haven't found out I figured out your lie. day by day the clock races day by day I lose more life, the clock counts down as the bullet draws nigh. blood stains the wall but you hear no cry the rain of blood and all my heart felt it's all gone and in your heart resides one big welt. I wish I could be everyone's friend I wish my desire was to see you smile, but the horror shows I torment and torture all your hopes I turn them to trash, all your dreams I burn them to ash I hear you cry and it feeds my soul seeing you broken tis my only goal I'll drive you to the point you break and cry leaving you dreaming of the one day you surely die. you saw a friend in me, you need glasses.I wish I could claim to be a person, but I'm rather different to see you cry and fade my friends, you claim to be, your foe you can't clearly see.here I reside talking to you my emotions and soul pouring through. but you do the same you see everytime I hear a name I begin to fade into the psychotic person I am,hard to believe an innocent seven year old,became this torn soul all at the blade of a knife it changed,I headed for suicide hoping that people's care would shine through,she handed me a knife and waited my soul tore and the remnant of my heart that was faded,now things are rather tougher,I'm told I'm an incredible person,I'm told I'm worth something,somebody needs to realize,I'm not gonna fall for your lies anymore I'll live on like a reoccurring nightmare, keeping you up late at night scaring the sanity out of you till you draw the line and cross it till you get destroyed.
My pleasure and your tears keep me alive going and going until you die.
 Angelic_Warrior_Yohan · Fri Sep 01, 2006 @ 11:32pm · 0 Comments |
