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~ Sometimes I just can't take it anymore ... ~
There are some things I really can't get my mind around going on with other people lately. And somehow they all feel moved to tell me what's happening.
Not that that's a bad thing, in fact, I appriciate that they trust me enough to tell me things, but still... Problems, no matter who they belong to, are hard to deal with.
I'm in danger of getting a C in honors Algebra II and Chemistry. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm actually trying this year, and I'm doing worse than I did last year without any effort.
Band is starting the 4th song's charts, and I have two memorization tests next week. We can't get any of the charts to set right in Aquarius. It's really starting to piss me the hell off. Why can't we make a circle? WHY???
I got a major part in the play, and, well, okay, they're all pretty much major parts, but still, there's lines to memorize, blocking, inflection, characterization, and about a million and a half practices from now through November. Which means less time for my Algebra and Chem homework, which means lower grades. GAH!
Plus I missed soccer practice yesterday, and there's a game Saturday for which I have no uniform, due to the aforesaid practice missing. And I'm sick too, so I'm probably going to hack up a lung on field.
But that's not my major concern about illness right now, actually. Austin's really sick, and I'm worried about him. REALLY worried. I just love that kid so much. And him being sick is only making me worry about death more. I'd miss him so much. Plus Andi got sick today as well and had to go home.
Speaking of death... I worry too much. Nevermind.
And on top of all of everyone else's problems that I don't understand, and my own, my stupid brain / heart / soul / hormones / whatever-the-hell-makes-you-fall-in-love decided to crumple yet again.
Last time that happened?
Disasterous.
I'll leave it at that.
~ But that doesn't change me loving you ... ~
 Maer^ier · Fri Sep 08, 2006 @ 12:34am · 1 Comments |
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