well here is just a random thought i had today while i was buisy failing my debate class, lol,:
while everyone else is fearing this terrable death, i am fearing the horrable things that being alive while bring me. true good things will come too, but when u get something good, it's like a curse as well as a blessing. i was cursed with love once, and i mean in real life. every minute was like the happiest thing ever, but i soon realized that all of my origanal fears vanished to make way for the worst fear of all, and that was him not love me back, he loved me too, but he had to move, so i feared he would like somebody else. the point is, it is the worst fear i ever faced, it tore me apart, but then rebuilt me into something a little stronger and a little wiser. this curse of getting something so good is really the most horrible of them all.
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