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I'm clearing my mind...and I'm not going to diss him...I can't...I promised I wouldn't...and if it seems too pathetic for me to be this loyal to someone who doesn't exactly want me back fully...and is totally confused if he should be keeping me...then...don't mind me...I really am ******** up...I just am...it's gonna take a lot for me to change my mind and all...since it took a lot for him to influence me this much...and it took me a lot to give him a chance...
I still trust you...just take care of yourself...and like you said..."if I won't be on and communicating and talking to you in a lapse of a month...then you'll know..."
I'll be counting the days, Hayato...but even if it'll be more than a month...I'll still hopelessly hope you'll come back...
~Now isn't that pathetic...foolish girl...~
 Mary Hiryu · Tue Sep 19, 2006 @ 09:59am · 0 Comments |
