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Well 2 days ago I went to my long time friends's house IV known her for 6 years and like we have been best friends for 3. Shez like.... well shez my best friend. I tell her every thing in my life from family issues to well... anything really and she shares stuff with me about her... but she kind of had a bf and I was running around too. I really liked her and she was there for me when ever I needed to speak to her. Well this holidays... we kinda went out to each others houses and stuff... as friends... coz it was a thing on a to do list we have redface and we kind of started to see each other more frequently and stuff ..

: D happy part now.
IV liked her for 3 years on and off and that day we were kind of fooling around. She was trying to tickle me and me trying to tickle her. Iam really ticklish by the way... and err back to the story. well she kinda slid off the bed , and i followed. tickling each otha on the floor ... until i held her hands to stop her from tickling me . And i dont reali kno what came over me,
I put my finger on her lips and moved it down slowly. And I moved in and kissed on the lower lip not knowing what her reaction would have been, I coulden't help it but kiss her again; her lips were so soft the most delicate things that you could imagine. Then she responded and kissed me
We kissed each other again and again each time our lips connected I could feel a spark fly... more and more we kissed the more tongue we used. I moved down kissing her neck over and over and finally after things settled we were both: oops: and: D that's when we found out from each other that we liked each other from the start for 3 years on and off but scared to tell each other because of a mix of fear of being rejected, destroying out friendship and ... stuff. LOL were pretty sad hu? And well rite now we are both going into the major exam years of high schooling so we decided to be friends till after. Atm we still close and well id put it as unofficial g/f & b/f but yuea I carn't wait till after VCE

Going to her house on Tuesday, hehehe
( Go for it . if u were in a poz like me u neva kno how it will go *live*)
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