I tried to write poems for you.
I tried different ways to make you see it.
My words weren't strong enough to reach you.
Here I go one more time.. to show you.
My life was trash, under rocks is where I slept.
Until the day I met you, I had no future.
I still have no future, but at least now I have something to smile about.
Have I shown you yet? No?... Then let me continue...
Death was a companion to me, and lonliness was my lover.
Since you came into my life, they are nothing but bad memories...
I don't smile for just anyone, but always for you.
Do you see the message yet? No?... Then let me go on...
I made many mistakes since we were together.
I lost your love and forever I will try to find it.
There is no one I will ever love but you.
How do I prove this to you? Until you see it.. I'll keep going...
On my knees I pray at night.
Tears are common now since we last kissed.
I can't focus without you, no matter how hard I try.
Does your heart miss me? No? I won't stop till it does...
I lay broken in a million pieces.
Each one reflecting back at you trying to get noticed.
I just want to find that missing piece that left when you did.
Do you love me? No?...What do I do now..?
I promised you I would make it...
Become the man you want me to be...
But what am I to do, you still arn't with me...
Will you ever be with me?...Please don't say no..
You are my angel... more so then you know.
I would give up so many things for you...
Close your eyes and just let it go.. you will see...
You are my only one. You will always be the one just for me.
~Thuong Warner~
Feb 2 2005
Note: This is dedicated to someone, who's trust I betrayed. Maybe one day, she will forgive my mistakes.. and come back to me. Until then, I will keep praying that she will.
 Rubieus · Fri Jan 14, 2005 @ 06:44pm · 0 Comments |
