Things have remained confusing.
I doubt that this will change.
I should tell him
I shouldn't tell him.
I don't know.
I'm so lost right now it's not even funny, and I doubt that it will ever be anything but confusing. That's being a teenager, right?
I had a breakdown last night and ended up telling my mom a lot of what's been going on in the last year. On second thought, it wasn't that much. She still has only a vague idea what's going on in my life.
It amazes me that after a long fit of crying and basically emotional Kah-kah, I still managed to get up at five o'clock in the morning and drag my tired a** to school for marching band.
In Spirit week wear, I might add.
Humans are weird.
Human girls are weirder.
And I'm weird for a human girl, which basically gives you an idea of my mental stability at the moment.
 Maer^ier · Tue Oct 10, 2006 @ 12:09am · 0 Comments |
