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If Only You Knew
by: Ahiru
What do I have to live for?
Every time I look at you I disgust you.
Every time I try to talk to you, you turn away.
When I walk in a room, you will find a reason to leave.
What did I ever do?
Was it when I tried to make you smile?
Or was it that I cared about you?
I think you just don?t care what happens to me.
What do you think when you look at me?
Do you just see a waste of space?
Or do I not appeal to society?
Can you see me for me?
What did you already judge me by?
Why did you even judge me?
Why do you think I am unsuitable?
Could you just put aside your judgement
and find out the real me?
This is what I see when I look at you.
Comforting and very beautiful baby blue eyes.
Silky shining hair that flows in the wind.
I see a true gift from God.
What if I did you a favor?
Since I disgust you so much.
I will stay far away.
But my heart will truly be broken.
What if I just killed myself?
You would not see my disgusting face.
And now you would not have to run anymore from me.
Then you would just be happy.
What if I told you something important?
What if I said, I loved you?
What if I told you, I would do anything for you?
What would you say?
 xBroken Porcelainx · Thu Oct 12, 2006 @ 04:39am · 0 Comments |
