Ok, im in pain right now, not physically but emotionally. xp i hope i dont die. I have these crazy thoughts in my head right now and i dont know wat to think. Yesterday a girl that sits next to me in science helped me out a bit and im very greatful, but now im depressed again. crying Its things ppl have said to me and done to me, and i dont know wat to think or feel n e more! im an emotional wreck! On Monday, i rly need to talk to Ai, it'll make me feel SOOO much better, i just know it. i'll ask her for advice. Im glad i have her, i dont know wat i would do without her. Thnx Ai. and thnx Zak for making me feel my life is important, that im important. thnx for making me feel loved. i always feel warm inside wen im talking to him. heart he makes me feel good. but i have sumthing on my mind..maybe a bit of jealousy? im just worried..sumthing horrible will happen. i wanna tell sumone sumthing, but im afraid that if i do, then that person will take it the wrong way..like i dont care about them, but i rly do. Zak..i love you so freaken much, k? thnx for making me feel alive. i love you, i just love you. Ai knows how much i love you..if u ever doubt me..just ask her, ive writeen so many letters to her just about you, letting her know and letting my feelings out. k, i g2g. i love you Zak.. heart
~Jo
 Tox!c ` · Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 05:36am · 2 Comments |
