Ha.. So fast things change.. I went from feeling so great to feeling less than worthless.. It seems the only person that may care is that special guy from my last entry.. He's the only hope I have left.. I'm a very gullible person.. and when people say s**t about me, I tend to believe it quite easily.. And right now, I feel like my parents are right.. I was a mistake and should have never been born.. And things would be better off without me.. However, I am not that "punk-a** kid who doesn't care", I'm that punk-a** kid who does care, maybe just a little too much even. It's getting harder and harder to take these punches to my heart, my soul... there's only so much a person can take. I guess I'm just gonna hold on tight to what i have left.. cuz i don't want to let go of this certain something.. well, I mean someone..
 Dream~Star~Falling · Wed Oct 18, 2006 @ 12:46am · 5 Comments |
