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y the hell do things go sooo wrong for me? i swear all i do is try to help and things NEVER go smoothly cry its impossible for me to get ahead on anything i do. i ALWAYS have a money situation or SOMETHING stupid going on with my family. i dont think ill ever achieve any of the goals i have set for myself. here is just one of the many times ill feel depressed. maybe i shoulda stayed working 100 hours a week so i can afford to live and pay for my family that barely helps themselves. stressed y cant i be mean and just take off? just leave everything behind and start sumwhere new? crying i think i should worry more about myself and my kids right? sweatdrop iono y but i just cant do it. i cant abandon anyone i kno or it will eat me up and i could never live with it. stressed stressed stressed this is NOT a good day for me. i think if anything else were to go wrong ill gouge my eyes out! burning_eyes ok not literally but maybe tomorrow will be a better day. im dying for today to dissappear into oblivion mad scream
...hating the world...
peaches
 princess peachey · Wed Oct 25, 2006 @ 07:30pm · 0 Comments |
