********... Why am I so retarded? I should of just kissed her... now I hate myself again. Go team.
Update: Now I really really regret not kissing her... why do I have to be so shy and afraid? ********.. Maybe she should just dump me, at least that'd make her happy then, she wouldn't have to put up with me. Of course then I wouldn't be happy, but that doesn't really matter much to me or anybody else anymore...