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	Llama thoughts.
	Llama thoughts.


It has been really weird lately... Yas can't seem to decide whether she loves or hates me and to tell the truth, I'm a little confused at the moment as well, but I know I'd miss her if she was gone. That seems like enough to show that I love her but I really just don't know. Sometimes I enjoy being around her so much, but other times I'd just rather be somewhere else. That's usually when she is being all moody though... who can blame her though, she is going out with me after all. Who wouldn't be going crazy? I wonder how she feels in all this, I see she tries so hard sometimes to change me or make me do something. But if she is trying to change me, she obviously doesn't like me for who I am. Again I say though, who would? Or maybe she really does like me, and just wants to see me happier, but I think I'd be happier if she just accepted me as I am, if she is capable of doing that. I remember before we would usually talk, and usually have something to talk about, but now I just can't think of anything. We don't seem to have any common interests... but then again, maybe we do and we just haven't found them yet. We? More like I, whenever I try and start a conversation or something she'll usually just use 3 word answers and eventually tell me to shut up. Not really bothered though, who would want to talk to boring ol' me, hearing about my llama raves and random objects that I used in attempt to hurt my little sister. All in all, I am really confused about this relationship, I really do like her, probably even love her. I care for her and just want to see her generally happy. I really should try to make a greater effort to make this work, but every time I have tried it either ends in another arguement or gets thrown back in my face. I'm surprised that it lasted a month but also glad, it's been a real interesting month. It's had lots of ups and downs, arguements and making up again, so maybe this really will last... just maybe... Gory · Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 09:04pm · 0 Comments


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