Ha ha I look back and some times I think that I might have depression!!! O.o gosh I write such depressing things!!! Well I cant help it I tell you I cant help it!!!!!!!! O.O *Is weird and bored.* Well any ways, I have been bored. I just got really mad at my friend and I have a thing with telling ppl how I really feel about things, so I did that and well..........I think me and my friends relationship are every more messed up. But still she shouldn't have stopped talking to me.....Any ways.......Its my journal I can write about what I want!!! ^^;; Depressing or not. Well I am going to tell ya about what is going on in my life. The friend that I am fighting withs dad just died, my grandma died!! I am glad she did die, because the pain she went through!! So that is good. She had alzimers and died from nimonua. ^^;; it was very hard on her.....any who, I don't think me and my friend will ever be friends again, bur I hope so. I wouldn't want to give up on her so easily, like she did to me. ^^ ((Is hoping she reads this )) Gah!!! *Is sad again* Oh well. I am not bored, it is amazing!! Well I am tired............arg I am a mixture of things right now........Oh and also I think it is a time for me to change, in the real life. Numeres people keep on telling me that I need to change the way I act, because I am acting stupid. My good friends dont think so............I just dont know what to do should I change or not. I really want to be like my self and not change. And other ppls words shouldnt effect me, but I just dont know!!! crying
 Farrah Belle · Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 11:14pm · 3 Comments |
