Nothing around me seems real anymore, I have come to realize I am just an observer in this world. I can make no difference and no changes.
Corey and Kelsey had a fight last night, and of course I had to be in the middle to make sure they actually talked and didnt just scream at each other. I keep thinking maybe I should have jsut stayed out of it, what does it matter what I do? What does it matter at all in the long run, everything eventually fades; people, memories; good and bad, Civilizations, empires, the strong, the week. None if it will be remembered, just give it a certain amount of time. Which is exactlly why it wouldnt matter if I went down into my basement, took the brand new razor blade we got and used it to slit my wrists and throat. For some reason, I dont care. I dont care that people are dying, that my friends lives are being destroyed before my eyes. All I know is what I am capable of and how I havent fully used my abilities yet. I want the chance to test my true strength but the question is, on who?
Corey has a new girlfriend now..... sad I just hope it doesnt end up like his last few girlfriends.
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This is a journal where you can get a look inside my head, I guess.... This is all very unimportant so just go back to clicking away around Gaia or posting in whatever topic you normally post in. Just remember in the long run, none of this will matt
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