Well I did it, I suceeded in getting the silver bass trophy that I was working towards all month. I have to admit it feels great! Even though it may only be some pixels, it took a lot of effort and determination on my part to succeed and I think I can take great pride in my accomplishment.
Beyond that, participating in the contest was a sort of test for myself. I wanted to prove to myself that with a lot of hard work and dedication I could get anywhere I want to be. Perhaps some may think it is silly that I would need such a game to prove this to myself, and those who think that may go on thinking that if they wish, as I do not care. In the end it means a lot to me personally and nobody can take that away from me.
Now after the contest is over I have to focus on my artwork for the month of February. I only plan to fish in Gambino a little bit here and there and collect some hats that I don't have yet, as well as some junk. Hehe, never thought I'd actually want to collect junk, but with those crazy junk items, well.... whee Also I don't plan on contest fishing for a long time, if ever again.
Hmmm, now that it is all over, the scores reset, my name no longer on the boards, the trophy in my avy's hand, the day mostly done....Well I feel accomplished, and happy, but there is also a slight twinge of something ending. Ah well, it is time for bed and a nice long sleep.
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Tsukiyono · Thu Feb 03, 2005 @ 05:57am · 1 Comments |