*sigh* Just recently I've found out from my friends that apparently...I've been changing. I've noticed it a bit myself but they say i've changed for a while. My friends Krys and Alex say that I'm starting to not really care about life and other things anymore. Also, they said that I've become a bit selfish which I cannot understand at all because I can't think of a time where i was, besides the fact that I dont like sharing stuff........what the hec, I can't even remember what i did last night! Yea, so I'm like really confused and stuff and now feeling a bit sad.......I'm also trying to become more confident because I'm shy around people especially at school and don't talk to many people....That's probably also the reason why I dont have a bf because I have a huge problem talking to guys >.> Especially the good looking ones.....So yea..........Also, my dad always tells me," You're a Slack and Slacks don't take crap from no one". I've been trying to do what my dad says since he tells me so many of his different qutoes......But it's alot harder then he thinks.....I also dont want to be so damn nice to people anymore. I'm always gving things away for the hec of it, letting people copy my hw(and tests)........but I can say no to people, I've just never been given the chance do. I know some day I will probably just loose it and hit one of my friends *coffLenacoff* I've been very tempted lately.........
 Badboylover · Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 05:45am · 4 Comments |
