...This past week has been....awkward.. o.O;
Vince kinda lead Cessna on that I was somehow pregnant(!?!?!?!?! x.X''**'), so she wanted to kill him for the rest of the day..and weekend. o.o;;
Cess went out with a guy named Mourice(I think that's how you spell it) Saturday/Sunday. Vince seemed to get all protective over Cessna in the fact that he got annoyed when Mourice answered her cell phone. Lol.
Friday I went to GVM and finished up my homework in Drawing as Vince was finishing up at work. Then we got a ride home from his Dad. We took a walk around the block then went home. Saturday, I was in my pajamas almost all day. ^^;; At about 8PM I went to the mall again and read Manga until about 9:45 when I went back to Sabarro's(where Vince works) and watched Vincent clean up.
Then Vince and I left and just went back to my house where I dropped my stuff off(my sketchbook and whatnot) then went back out and we walked down to our Middle School playground where we just had fun and hung out for a while. Then some people from FMHS came by and I just kinda got annoyed.. I can understand that Vince is popular and has a lot of friends, but it's the thing where we can't go anywhere and still be alone that annoys me to no ends!! &.&* So I just watched the stary sky as he went over and talked with them. Eventually I felt like I really should be getting home, so I jumped off the tire swing and headed off home by myself.
The thing with Vince is that he likes to just turn his back and walk away from whatever is bothering him. Like when we are having a disagreement. So I just mocked him by doing the same thing, only silently.(That's just how I am &.o)
He finally cought on and ran up to me. I just shrugged off my annoyance and we walked down a bike path that had a little beach looking thing from where water used to be, but was replaced by mud because of the lack of rain. I doodled with my foot in the mud and he watched me.
About half way down the bike path my heart began to feel really heavy.. I grabbed my chest, my eyes stopped blinking. My feet slowed my walking pace on the ground below me as I gasped and cringed. Vince encouraged me to keep going so I did my best to suppress the needles in my chest.
Twice I stopped dead in my tracks, my eyes glued to one black tree a few yards in front of me. It didn't feel right until I heard wind chimes as I had the night before when the same experience had happened. The closer we got to that black form the more I could feel that pain in my chest. My breathing broke into pants, whimpering and nearly crying, only through unused eyes could the presence of my past childhood friend, Amber, be felt. The air filled with a thick scent of Honey..My bodt twitched, shivering of its own achord as I felt a deep hole in my bodice.
I shivered in fear, keeping my eyes on the form as Vince shooed my attention to somewhere else, trying to calm me down.
All I heard was questions...
What happened?
What's wrong?
Why did you hate me so?
Why did you betray me?
Why did you abandon me?
Why did you let me die?
I felt like screaming, letting the entire world know that I needed but a minute to be spared from the evils it brought into ones life.
Vince finally made me stop. He looked in my eyes and forced me to tell him what was wrong, why I felt the way I did and whay was scaring me so much about the place that we had been in when it never had done anything to me previously.
The rest of that story is really personal. It has to do with what happened to my best friend from years ago... Her name was Amber Willow. We were as mischevious as any pair of 7 year olds. Two pals that would have done anything for the other, no matter how stupid. sweatdrop
Until another day, my friend.
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Quote of the day:
"I'm not rascist... I hate everyone."
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Peace out!
~Kira
 -Kira-Kohanamaru- · Tue Feb 08, 2005 @ 03:20am · 0 Comments |
