Ok so yeah i got a BF on 12/11/06 & i am so happy about it he is not the best looking guy but to me he is so sweet & he actually listens but to me we seem so perfect he has healed my heart & i am completely over jarren now heart heart heart his name is Brian he is 18 & yes my mom knows but my dad doesn't so be quite, anyway he was suposed to be a dad with the girl he was dating before me & well she lost one of his twins about 2 months ago & we think she got an abortion of lost the other on tuesday the 14 of Dec. 2006 & we were the last ones to know about it cause he was at my house & his friends (my friends too) were being a*****e & not telling him but yeah i wrote a poem about her & i wanted to share it. I never thought i knew how much pain someone could bring to you till i saw you cry & all the pain come alive i wish i could help i wish i could save but i'm sorry it's not my kid & for this i can't behave i want to beat her down for whats shes done to you i want to see her cry just like i watched you do because it tares me inside to see the pain you go through
For: Brian & his unborn sons or daughters To: That b***h Codi From: Ariana Anderson
The sadest part is he wanted his kids & then when she lost the other on his kid & i would have helped & i knew of all this & i didn't care & now i am so sad & ontop of that my dad is coming home every night drunk & breaks everything he touch & then doesn't remember in the morning to i am debating in my head if i should move in with my mom. *Sighs* i hate this time of year oh & ontop of that my dad totalled his car & my moms is ******** up! & everyone keeps asking what i want for chrismas & i have no idea! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Evil i tell you evil.
NORENlol723 · Sun Dec 17, 2006 @ 08:51am · 4 Comments |