You'd think that one would be glad for the things they had on such a wonderful day. Glad for the family I have, the gifts we exchanged, the warm food we ate, and the time that we get to share. But for some reason, I'm remorseful.
Why can't all my family be together? Why can't our Christmas be without some conflicting argument? Why do I feel so empty after pouring my time and money into getting gifts for people? Why is it, of all days, today is the one day I wish I could put parenting on hold? Single parenting at that. I just regret so much today, and it hurts. I don't want to feel this way, but it keeps haunting me.
Lunadriel · Mon Dec 25, 2006 @ 09:05pm · 0 Comments |