The day before Christmas, my mother gets on to me once more about 'missing oppontunities'. Can anyone here BELIEVE the fact that she wants me to come home one day and say, "I have a date"???? o_0 This kinda sucks, being that she WANTS me to date, even though my boyfriend is in Canada... I ain't gonna go out with any other boy, sheesh! But I can't really say THAT to her face... ><; Don't one HATE the powers of parents - argue back and you get grounded, for one! Besides, I don't have to worry about turning down any boys, being that no one pays any attention to me, so I'm SAFE!!
But the main part that's bugging me is what she says that having a boyfriend I cannot see physically at the moment has anything to do with the fact with Jeremy... NO, but it still brought up many bad memories. See, it's like this... Jeremy is actually a COUSIN, and MUCH older than me by about 6 to 7 years... But as it is, he wanted to date ME... How sick is that? And not only him, but there's other memories that even my parents doesn't know about... And it's much too late to really SAY anything, by MANY years. I wish I could talk about them, but I prefer to keep them to myself...
I wish I know what to do, but be as it may, they will stay with me, even though I wish the memories would go AWAY.
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Wowies, it's long here. I'm gonna quit while I'm ahead, so thank you for reading this and not passing this on as gossip or something...
Rose
 Mafdet of Egypt · Wed Dec 27, 2006 @ 12:02pm · 1 Comments |
