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"Well, at least you have SOME by who likes you. I get weird looks, because of my Gaia hats ._.
But, I might be wearing them because I want guys to like me for me, not my looks.
Hell, I dont have looks..... I'm the fugly duckling that WONT become a swan >_> I'm tubsy. I'm fugly. I wear the WORST clothing My face is uglly.
At least you dont have to sit by people you hate.
Worse: No one likes me because dont believe in god....
********. "
That was a recent comment left in a friends journal
And infact, it's true.
I dont think alot of people can undertand the extent of lonlieness I've gone through. For the longest time, in real life, I gone without firends because of my disbeliefs in god. I'm different. I'm not a ******** stickfigure, like all the other girls, I dont like RB, like all the other girls. I dont go 'lyke omg. that one movie star is lyke, so lyke CUTE!'. I'm fat and ugly, I listen to EURO POP, Rock, and stuff like that. I infact only think one guys is cute. But people judge me by the clothes I wear, and the fact I dont ******** believe in God.
Why dont I? My parents announce they were going to get a divorce. I prayed all the time it wouldnt happen, but it did. My sister started going beserk, and tried to kill us all. I prayed every ******** MINUTE of the day, and you think that helped?! No, it didnt. At all.
God is some made up figure, because people cant give themselvs the push THEY need. They have to have someone watching over them, they cant let themselvs do ANYTHING
People bash ME because I dont believe in god, I"m not a ******** puritan attiude. I dont bash them for their beliefs.
I wear Gaia hats around school, and people say "WTF IS THAT" THey dont play gaia.
But instead of getting to KNOW me, and WHY I have my reasons, they judge me by the FACT I dont believe in god.
I'm ******** pissed over this.
Oh yeah. I'm the only person in the ENTIRE school who doesnt think being gay is wrong. It's their ******** choice, leave them be.
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Purple Frosting · Sat Jan 06, 2007 @ 06:27am · 2 Comments |
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