You...
by: Asuka Soryu
Sitting alone
With you on my mind
With my silence, I seem to condone
The fact that you're purblind
To all the sadness you left me to drown in
The moment you left everything went downhill
Happiness in my world has grown thin
Everything is still
It seems that since you've been gone
My whole world has been paused
The love I had has been withdrawn
And you still don't see that this is what you solely have caused.
The snow falls gently
Each snowflake melting within a few seconds
I look out the window grimly
Outside there are baby dachshunds
Crawling in the depth of the soft silky snow
Struggling to find a sanctuary in the storm
Just by looking at them I know
As the pups start to conform
They won't make it
Fighting for life is futile
We all end up in the same black pit
Thinking back to when you and I
Would go for walks in a snowfall just like this one
Thinking, regretting, wanting you back, I can't help but sigh
And I can't help but wonder if you've already found someone
Maybe you're making another girl happy
As happy as you made me
Or maybe you're lonely like me, and for you life is just as crappy
I don't want to wonder about you, after all, you don't care about me
It was all a joke.
You never loved me
And for that, I hope you ******** choke
