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Well where to start...... Have you ever felt like the whole world was against you....? Like no matter what you do you can't succeed....? Like if you love or like someone then some how they will get taken away....? Well for over 90% of the world this is just your imagination, but for my family its a reality. Everytime we are happy and nothing seems as if it could go wrong things slowly start to go bad.... just part of life you say.... well you might think so but I have seen people that were nice and kind become totally rude and vindictive (not you Dory1) just from being around us. Its not like we are rude to them it just happens. Its like we infect everyone with some kind of disease that ruins there ability to tell right from wrong. It makes them hate us, treat us bad and even try to kill us. Whats worse it effects us as well so we are always at each others throat. Worse the curse effects us in other ways to.... Makes us do things we never imagined we could possibly do.
I know it sounds like something someone insecure would come up with but its the truth... Because of this my brother and me seem to be destinied to be alone....

But then again I can always hope and dream that I am wrong and that love will find me....