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	losing hope...
	losing hope...


Why do these tears fall? I can't help but to wonder is it because this heart of mine hurts when it beats ? could it be that whenever I talk to you, this empty thing beats rapily? I don't know.... its a mystery to me all I do know it that I wish I had someone to lean onto I'm so scared of the dreams I have plus the idea of my mother trying to take me away from my father..... why can't I be something that my mother can accept instead of being the so called 'slut' ? Last time I noticed I never gave up to any guy nor have I gave up my first kiss ? How can I be called a slut when all I've done to a guy is hug them? Why can't you accept me mom? Dont' you relize that I'm going through enough as it is.... I just wish someone would accpet me as I am.. wipe these tears away from my eyes and say that everything will be alright.... even when everything seems so wrong... I'm losing hope slowly.....along with countless tears... preciousjoy · Mon Jan 22, 2007 @ 07:04am · 1 Comments


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"Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s s**t, and never let them take you alive." –Gerard Way

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Wed Jan 24, 2007 @ 04:33am

i accept u completely. i would be ur best friend if u lived where i did in portland ^^

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