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From The Mind Of An Other My things.


YourDemonicGoddess
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Part One
Well, since I'm stuck here...I might as well try to keep my ....sanity. I guess. Not that I'm sane or anything, I mean, writing in a journal to myself and ..yeah. Anyway, I'm at my dads, for anyone who has less of a life then me and decides to read this. Uhm...I moved here Sunday. And it's not TUesday. About 6:27 pm. Dad just went to sleep. He leaves at ten, and then I'm here. Yup. I made tacos for dinner. Pretty good but he doesn't have any cheese. He's got the craft singles cheese, but that's more for sandwhiches then tacos. Tacos you need the grated cheese. I also have meatloaf. And a poud of regular browned meat. Cuz he bought this hamburger meat, that was on sale. 5 pounds. Very nice. Lean. And tells me I need to do something with it, tonight. So I made a meatloaf. And then taco meat. And the rest I browned so that when my brothers come down and visit on Sunday I can make them manwhich for lunch. Yeah, my brothers still live with my mom. Long story. Too personal for a public journal. Point is, I still love them. I ******** raised them, they are my kids. Even though they're two and three years younger then me, and they can't possibly be my kids, they are. Moving on, manwich. I hate sloopy joes. Like, hate. Despise. Passionetly loath them to the depths of my soul. (( Which I share by the way. )) Don't know why, the sight of them is fine. It's the smell, the taste that makes me gag. Hate them. So while they eat the MW I'll have left over tacos. With no cheese. Meat and salsa. The sauce salsa, not the kind with chunks. I really don't like the tomatoe chunks. Or, Ta-mah-toe. I don't know how you pronounce it. But either or.

I've smoked a lot since I got here. Kinda had a perma high. I even smoked out my dad's cat. Funniest s**t ever. Yeah I know....animal cruelty. But the cat was lovin it. I'd sit, take a hit, and blow the smoke in the cat's face. I didn't think it was working until the cat jumped off my lap head-first into the computer moniter and then fall, bustin it's a**. It was great. Sat there stunned, then took off into the closed door. Pretty funny. It was ok after that. Though I kept seeing s**t, and I thought it was eating it's own tail. Really ******** sick. Blood and cat hair was everywhere, and it had the evilest eyes man. Really creepy. I have some weird hallucinations. I know, "weed doesn't give you hallucinations!" It does when you smoke the kind I've got.

Moving past that, it really kinda sucks here. I mean, I smoke, I eat, I watch movies, surf the internet. But only this week. Next week I'll start school down here. I'm a junior. Eleven miserable years. Twelve if you count kindergarden. But yeah....I hate school. THe only reason I was still in school, my old school, was because of my friends. I miss them the worst. I mean, getting a brake from my bros, and never having to dela with my psyco b***h mother is great, but goddamn if I don't miss my friends. A lot of them I just miss, like anyone would. But there are a few, it physically hurts being away from them. I'm not putting any names here just because i'm lazy. There'll probably be a part two to this, whenever I get bored and need to type. Maybe there I'll put some names down. Maybe.

I finished my book, Uglies. my mate told me about the story and I finally got to read it. Amazing book. Gets you to look at the world in a different way, I love books like that. I'm not giving it away, because you should go read it. Twas a great read. It's a trilogy, and I'm dying for the second book, "Pretties" then the third, "Specials" yeah.....dad's bringing me to a barns&noble at some point, to get books. Can't wait. We're also going shopping for clothing for me. I relaly need new bras. A lot of mine are just too ******** small now. Mainly because my mate finally knocked some sense into me and I gained a normal amount of weight. Yeah...another long story. Too personal for a public journal. But then again, so is 4/5 of my mind and life so....you'll be seeing that line quite a bit if you've continued reading.

There's a lot of videogames here, like, a LOT. The only thing he doesn't have that I'm a bit upset about is Diablo2. I am a hardcore Dio fan, to the point where playing WoW just....sucked. Flame all you want, I ******** hate WoW. I mean, it's a cool game and all, and I don't care if you play it, the concept is great. I just hated it. My opinion. You can have yours. It just wasn't for me. But yeah.....I mis Dio. I play as an assassain, if anyone else plays. I'll probably DL it or something online. Or whenever I visit my old town, borrow it off my ..expet.

Expet. "Ex-Pet" As in, no longer having ownership of. Yeah...I miss him too. He was the sweetest, and then he went back out with his b***h-of-an-emo girl. ******** whore. I swear, they dated, she ******** him over, and dumped him. He was way upset, finally got over her some, and I was there for him. We chilled, laughed, ********, it was great. I even got him a Xmas present. I got like, no one xmas presents. I know way too many people. I normally just give candy or hugs, or random crap whenever I'm "shopping" with them. But actually going out and purposly getting something, I think I did that for all of three people, not including family. Three. Including him. The other being my mate and my best friend. Still not putting names, tee hee.

I'm on my second taco now...it's a little cold but still good. Taco Bell. Truely amazing place. I know it's bad for me. I LIKE it being bad for me. I'd rather eat the way I want and die unhealthy then eat s**t for my whole life and live another ten yeras past what I would have if I'd just enjoyed myself. But then agian, I don't plan on dying. You can say whatever you want about that, I'll jst ignored it. And no, I don't care to discuss it either. It's now 6:52 Been writing a while....kinda nice. I've got no one to talk to, so I might as well talk to myself. I suppose I'll go surf the forums now. Or go on myspace. Yeah, myspace. "Myspace is for loser" you might say. Well look at you. Gaia is a retarded myspace. So there *sticks out tongue*

Ell oh ell I need un life.

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