I can't take it!! I try so hard to be myself and i get crushed down, then i try to make my self look nicer and better and i still get crushed. Valentine's day is coming up and i am gonna be alone, yet again. their are people that i really like but i am afraid to ask them out because of their reaction. I know i am only a freshmen but my friend Nicole has had more boyfriends than me in the past two years. I really sucks. I try not to let it get me, but it just creeps its way into my head! I am getting tired of looking around and seeing couples and know that no one likes me more than a friend. i really sucks. cry I try not to show it but I can't help it. I am not desperate to were i will go out with any one, i just would like to know that i can be more than a friend to someone. (i know this is a little werid for me to put online, but i can say stuff here better than i can in real life. This is mainly directed to my real-life friends. But I am willing to share my feelings with my Gaia Friends.) cry
 DemiTHEChipmunk · Thu Feb 01, 2007 @ 12:39am · 2 Comments |
