today was very stressful. because of the incident yesterday but me and xana made up so yeah right after i watched the last episode of naruto!!!well of the first season. today i presented in mr. maxwell's.i prayed that i wouldn't be picked right after my friend cause he was second and how ironic...i got picked right after him.then my other friend got picked excpet for one...por niana!!! xd well we had the 1/2 mile run in p.e. and well that was before i made up with xana so i pushed myself because i said to myself if i can come in at least 3rd for this run then there is a chance that me and xana would make up. i was dead last when we first started but then on the 2nd lap one by one i started passing everyone. there were only 2 people in front of me and i was running out of energy and i thought should i waste it and come in 2nd or should i keep it and come in 3rd? well i remembered han's poem " Keep Going." it explains that even if you're tired then you should just keep going so i was about 10 yards away from the finish line and then my mind just went blank so i used up my last bit of energy and ran as hard as i could like this morning and i passed the second person and was only 5 seconds away from the first but my heart was pounding really hard and i ran out of breath at the end so i sort of jogged to the finish line and was weezing really hard and couldn't talk at all.i thought i was going to die but i remembered the thought that kept me going. i thought that if i could do this i can make up with xana so i did and i even made up with xana so i was happy. then i felt like puking right after my friends were shocked that i came in 2nd but i didn't have the energy to tell tem why so yeah after a while me and michael shimoda just sat there on the benches and talked for a while.yay! i was happy until my dog ate a peice of s**t from a bird then i felt like puking again. xana was there too. well goodbye!!!
 ShaiMouse · Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 03:11am · 3 Comments |
