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A new week, a new journal entry. Not exactly enthusiastic about anything right now, but might as well let people know what I am up to. Mountains of missed homework and catch up, projects and studying coupled with tests...can you see why I'm feeling a little overwhelmed? More then two weeks of missed school is going to be my grade-point average's undoing, but it means I will be spending the majority of my time recovering still, and doing that. Another particular to add to my day's spectacular ability to overwhelm would be the fact the sheriff came looking for me; whoever helped this come to pass I am going to find and be very angry with. It has certainly made things worse around the house, as outside influence always does, and since now SS might make an appearance, I'm probably going to get worked to death; or at least back into relapse. Lucky me! As I said, whoever sounded some imaginary alarm I am going to have a stern and unfriendly talking to.
That's all the bad news in a bundle, so we can throw that away and focus on more important things. Still working on scholarships and prodding paperwork at my father; so that's not going badly. The Gaia things most promently on my mind are Willow's two letters, replying to Trixy, Morrow, carcer, and of course everything else in my inbox of doom...I really want to right Tuyen again, and see if I can't coax the dear back on at least one of his accounts...maybe with a new post that accompanies Brin...that's on my mind though. Posting my two posts at the Manor, and my Ennea reply are also on top priority. Somewhere in all of that as well, I want to make a brief OOC update, otherwise it will get away from me.....why do I always have to be so methodical and obsessive? Loses me so much time in the longrun, even if I remember past events better.
Good news, instead of a to-do list, would be that I am getting better. Slept for what could be an eternity this past while, and got some very spiffy new writing concepts from my dreams. One so much I could turn it into a historical fiction/suspense and murder mystery novel. I have a lot to work with and I need to pursue it.
My teachers sent me some lovely make up work, so I can make some headway into it before getting back to school and maybe not kill myself with the work. Four weeks till vacation is rather unfortunate, but maybe the snow will intervene at some point and I can have another full work day.
Job finding...not going so well since I can't drive, and GS isn't going well either. Two things that have lost some potency with this whole sickness and school thing. I also managed to avoid V-Day and the dance, and put some effective clamps on a few friendships; in that regard, I achieved some victory for once!
I am going to be pretty busy, but I hope to catch everyone around. Ress and Kusa and that poor guild of which I need to rebuild; my attention is always so diverged, which makes things a little more difficult.
This has really turned into a rant...didn't want to turn it into that. Oh well; it reflects life right now, so it served it's purpose.
I luff all of my friends in my own way, and hope to actually be able to convey that at some point and get to messages and real social interaction....thank you!
 DarkRybrin · Tue Feb 27, 2007 @ 05:03am · 4 Comments |
